causes someone to go to a bar.
'this is what I have seen my parents do'. They told me it relieved stress, that a couple of drinks helped them to get 'through the day'.
When I got older I followed in their footsteps.
I spend a lot of my check on alcohol. I take very little home and I am always late on my bills. I have had a vehicle repossessed. The Pattern has caused me to stay broke, and listen to other people's problems, and even sometimes find myself caught up in a fight I did not start.
I did not have a good pattern to follow in my life.
My life is a mess.
~ Miss J